20070429
anafternoonoftwistsandturns
'Neville could barely believe it himself. In 11 hugely successful years at Old Trafford, Neville scored only five times in 263 league appearances - and none of them were as important as this one.'LMAO
'United fought back from two goals down to win 4-2 at Everton, but Chelsea allowed Kevin Davies to score a second-half equaliser to virtually kill off their bid for a third successive Premier League title.is it me? because i always seem to miss the good games!
haha we actualy managed to watch a movie ytd (AND NOT MISS THE BEGINNING OF IT TOO)! LOL and even tho we seem to be hanging out in bits and pieces these days, it was a good laugh. plus! rui joined us! yay havent seen that kookoomonster in a while! so ytd was pretty nice! lol and im thankful the sprinklers din come on in the cinema! IF NOT.. BANNED FROM LIDO FOREVER!!!!!!!!! HAHA
; 10:43
20070428
i♥theholidays!ANDITSTARTSNOW!
so the past week has been mugger's week. a week where people grow fat and fair because they camp out in libraries or in their rooms and shove their faces in a moutain loada work. the tonne of things that people manage to cram into their memories in a day is AMAZING, it's a wonder they don't forget other things; like what time's prison break airing on teevee, when to eat their lunches, their names.. that sorta thing. i guess HARDCORE muggers use 5 more % of their brain than the average joe!!!
:O alrights... maybe not.
i, for one, have problems with cramming. given it works (SOMETIMES), i can get really frustrated! espeacially if it's something you've been repeating all day to yourself (at the expense of looking like a total retard) and when it come down to actually vomitting it out onto an answer script, voila! it forsakes you! so much for talking to yourself like in idiot all day. DONC, it is absolutely thrilling that i can safely say now, that i'm.. NOT PART OF THAT ANYMORE! haha missing a loada tv shows and pushing myself to step outta character to actually STUDY everyday was so detrimental that i fell sick (and was sick throughout) before and during my exams this week! i kid you not people. mugger's week was a royal pain in the ass.
alors, an update of the past.. 7 hrs!! i met up with (half) the gang for food and more food because we couldn't get no tickets for 200pounds beauty. haha what's new though huh! the food was nice the company was fulla shit. but it was fun nonetheless.. even when we've nothing to do! i'm serious, if we were to major in slacking, we'd be graduating with 1st class-you-get-a-blue-ribbon-you're-f'ing brillant honours! haha but yeah, nice catchign up with the rest! i've been so outta touch!
and.. get this, we saw kkj enhancing undies tdy at num!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA SERIOUSLY! no surgery no pills!!!!! LMAO
oh! and i've been FACEBOOKED (or have i said that already?). haah! anyways, now im a FB junkie/slut because i can't get off it. first thing i do when i get online, check updates, alter profile stuff and what have you. and i can't stop! it's kinda scarey. it's like when gameboy was out and everyone had one in their hands/around their necks (WTF)/along with em 24/7. madness i tell you. facebook, is preaching of new media NM1101E at it's finest. synchronous media which allows you to interact with people online NO MATTER your location instantaneously. this spaceless proximity encourages you to spend ungodly amounts of time online to snoop and poke at people from all over the world :o!!!! hahahaha facebook spreading it's evil around to brain wash little kiddies like you and me. because if you have facebook, you're cool -.-''(and not an ahlian cos they do not allow people to WRiTe LykE Dishh :s) HAHAHA but i'm still hooked! i like gettting brainwashed sometimes. haha ahhh.. the wonders of the internet ey? hate it or love it, you just can't possibly live without it. and us digital natives, are pretty much fucked should the internet melt unto itself and dissipate into oblivion.
yeps, that's pretty much all i've gtta rant about! and of course, i spent my day missing youu kinda, sorta! (: soo, a litttle sth-sth for you, from me ;p
; 01:22
20070427
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
i'm back IM BACK!!exams are done and dusted. no more books, notes or theories and formulas to remember. my brain can rest in default mode again i.e. SLACK MODE! FINALLY! and i'll get to see my chubby wubs in bout 10 days time!!there's so much to look forward to IN MAY!my head's spinning from thinking all the things i can do in may. HOHO!kinda sucked that i've been sooo outta touch with people tho. i miss talking to my boy! and vone and carl. etc. that's why i hate exams the most!!! looking on the bright side tho, its time to play catch up (((:
and study hard bubs!! yours'd be done in no time! and then.. i'll finally get to see you; face to face.
ps. I WANNA HOLIDAY ASAP!!!!!!!!
; 13:05
20070426
FB-ED
apparently..
I'VE BEEN FACEBOOKED!
son of a bitch!! anyways, its distracting and everything YOU SHOULDN'T DO whilst studying. yups. facebook.. is fricking evil.
; 15:24
20070423
you brighten my day (or night rather ((((:)!
it's the little things you do and say
i so can't wait for this two weeks to end. hee
have a great sunday darlin!
; 01:41
20070422
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!
GREAT.
now chelsea's gon win the stinking EPL.
again.
and they proly deserve too it since MANUNITED ARE FCKING IDIOTS.
they can potentitally BE THE BIGGEST LOSERS IN THE WHOLE WORLD BY THE END OF THE FRICKIN' FOOTBALL SEASON.
ARGH SERIOUSLY.
i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea. i hate chelsea.
; 02:16
20070421
)))):
sometimes we let affection, go unspoken,
sometimes we let our love go unexpressed,
sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings,
especially towards those we love the best.
you hurt me, and i think i hurt you too,
i want to say i'm sorry,
you know i'll be sad without you boo!
; 01:11
20070420
ikickedrudolph'sass;i'vethereddernose;p
aujourd'hui, je suis malade ): donc, je ne peux pas étudier.
je sais que je suis dans beaucoup de merde! i bet that's not even grammatically correct! but wth! i feel like shit.
ever wonder why people call runny noses runny noses?? especially when.. you know, it gets to the point where YOU REALLY WANT IT TO RUN AWAY (but it doesn't ))):) so that you don't have to deal with it being a little bitch on your face. anyways, i hope i get well by tmr (and you toooo!!), cos tmr's mug-till-the-cows-come-home day with binky, potato man and isabelle.. je pense!
i'm already making a list of what i wanna do after 27th april. heehee.
and just some pictures of my favourite girl! (:
actually, i'm just really addicted to making grid picture collages recently! hah
and somehow, dreams don't seem so far-fetched anymore (((((;
; 01:14
20070419
mynoseiskillingme
evidence that webcams promote boredom-driven stupidity.
; 02:17
20070418
loveneverchanges,lifedoes.
someone once told me that it's kinda scary that i sound so alright being on my own most of the time. so i smiled and told him, i'm never really alone.
we try to find, but maybe this time, dont turn your head, its easy to forget, how we were.
one by one, we closed our eyes, and returned to that place, as a thousand nights go by.
; 13:48
justashortone
a litttttttleeee update!
- changed the song on my blog! finally!
- and korean dude f's up big time. all em presidents are 'shocked' by this. but if i see that word in one more article.. seriously man. can anyone say thesaurus?
- manchesterunited's a goal up in the 4th min!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooo!
- and i found out today that... NUS is officially muggers central!
- plus, studying in schoool, never equates to you studying harder. really!!!!!!
- 6 days till the exams officially begin, and........
- april's ending in a jiffy!!! and soon, i'll see your fatty face! cause i miss you by the to-the-power-of's
- omfg, richardson came on. WHAT THE HELL IS HE THINKING! hahaha
ps. LOLOL SMITH'S JERSEY IS FOREVER TORN! HAHAHA can almost see his ass! haha!! ONE BIG HOLE! LOLOL
; 03:11
20070417
thepiggles!
haha the only one who makes me lmao and do stupid things! like this..
ps. YES I KNOW! total armpit shot! and i've gt no eyes! and my rooms like SAI! but wth! HAHA
; 01:04
20070416
thisisfunny!
lol, so found this someplace and it really cracked me up!
"Every year, English teachers from across the country can submit their collections of actual analogies and metaphors found in high school essays. These excerpts are published each year to the amusement of their colleagues nationwide. Here are last year's winners:
1. Her face was a perfect oval, like a circle that had its two sides gently compressed by a Thigh Master.
2. His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking alliances like underpants in a dryer without Cling Free.
3. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it.
4. She grew on him like she was a colony of E. Coli, and he was room-temperature Canadian beef.
5. She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dog makes just before it throws up.
6. Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.
7. He was as tall as a six-foot, three-inch tree.
8. The revelation that his marriage of 30 years had disintegrated because of his wife's infidelity came as a rude shock, like a surcharge at a formerly surcharge-free ATM machine.
9. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't.
10. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty bag filled with vegetable soup.
11. From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had an eerie, surreal quality, like when you're on vacation in another city and Jeopardy comes on at 7:00 p.m. instead of 7:30.
12. Her hair glistened in the rain like a nose hair after a sneeze.
13. The hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots when you fry them in hot grease.
14. Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers raced across the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains, one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, the other from Topeka at 4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph.
15. They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth.
16. John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirds who had also never met.
17. He fell for her like his heart was a mob informant, and she was the East River .
18. Even in his last years, Granddad had a mind like a steel trap, only one that had been left out so long, it had rusted shut.
19. Shots rang out, as shots are wont to do.
20. The plan was simple, like my brother-in-law Phil. But unlike Phil, this plan just might work.
21. The young fighter had a hungry look, the kind you get from not eating for a while.
22. He was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck, either, but a real duck that was actually lame, maybe from stepping on a land mine or something.
23. The ballerina rose gracefully en Pointe and extended one slender leg behind her, like a dog at a fire hydrant.
24. It was an American tradition, like fathers chasing kids around with power tools.
25. He was deeply in love. When she spoke, he thought he heard bells, as if she were a garbage truck backing up.
LOL the nonsense kinda reminded me of youu! i miss you so much bubs! may's in 2 fricking weeks!! (: i can't wait!!!
; 00:48
20070415
whatiDON'Twanttobe
you're drowning in waters as dark as the shadows.
you're kicking and screaming and fighting,
but all you get is a mouthful of bitterness.
you choke and tears well up in your eyes,
hoping someone will pull you out of it.
but there's only stillness in the air.
the water's thick now, as vicious as molasses.
and all you want.. is to breathe.
you need to get out, but it pulls you under and surrounds you.
and soon, all you see and feel, is empty.
-
reevaluation. it's the hardest thing. to step outta yourself for awhile and become a total rational being. sad to say tho, we're usually our greatest and worst critics. and i see that, all the latent negativity that's finally oozing out of me, it's hurting you, even though you're trying like hell to ease my doubts. i can get that way, to block out the things i don't wanna see or hear. but the thing is, sometimes, all i need.. is a positive nudge instead of a smudge out.
; 13:22
thethingboutmistakes
what's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? maybe our old wounds teach us something. they remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. that's what we like to think. but that's not the way it is, is it? some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.
; 01:45
C'MON UNITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE GAMES ON NOW! HOLYCRAP!
fricking full quad! AND NO RICHARDSON! LOLOL
; 00:29
20070414
where'dthemojogo
i've lost my blogging mojo :O
like i have seriously nooooooooooooooooooo idea what to blog these days! partly attributable to the fact that i've no more life (yups, it's that time o year again.. where fun.. WHAT FUN? yes, fun's become a foreign word). and so, being utterly and totally miserable having lost my blogging mojo and since my studying mojo's ALSO not here yet.. i've kinda been hanging out at a nice little joint called procrastination. and since arriving, i think i've practically become the mayor of here. it's kinda worrisome. espeacially since i've got 24th april constantly nagging at the back of my head! sheeeesh.
i want to do something bout it! but hell if my body'd do anything my brain says it should do. if it did, i'd proly be the queen of the world by now. too bad i've got a first class ticket to my little limbo land. sigh.. you can't have your cake and eat it too!
so i've been talking to some guys from french! pity i only got to really know know them, as in exchange emails and stuff, during the last lecture! and some of them are pretty cool as it is. thing is, i'd never really gotten arnd to talking to em much cos i sat infront! YOU KNOW, switching from the front to the back halfway thru like abit extra -.-. so i just stayed put!! but its kinda gross being in front; you get spat on by the tutor, you always get asked dumb questions which are usually asked in gibberish (ie. FRENCH) and all that jazz.
but it's never too late getting to know people, cos apparently they DIG the same things i do!!! television drama-mama shows, french, manunited! HAHA. and they're fun to hang with too, cos they talk nonsense. alot. and i mean, JIAXIANG kinda crap. LOL
wow! looks like blogging bout how you don't have the mojo to blog sure brings the mojo back. TEMPORARILY. personally tho, i think its the choc coated gummy. cos let's face it, I BLOG CRAP when i lose the moood (hello, i spell CR's name wrongly!!! :/). haha so thanks to the candy, (hopefully!!) this isn't a crappy post!!!
au revoir! je dois étudier demain! JE DOIS!
; 02:05
20070413
MY LAPTOP IS A PAIN IN THE FRICKING ASS.
i need some help. i cant get into msn. this whole fricking things fucked.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
; 00:46
20070411
HOLYCRAP!
'seven on the back of cristiano ronaldo's shirt, seven goals to united!!'
:O
it's one goal every 6mins for united now!! WOOO!
; 21:13
20070410
i'llcomerunningtoyourside
LOLOL
i ♥♥♥ youu!everything we want, we'll be. holding us together tonight.
; 14:01
20070409
LOLOLcheckthisout!
thats my cousin mel, me, bridget, mom with hideous hair and clothes and nick at our old house! HAHA we look like toots please.
evne though i dont remb much, i know we had a purple room with a pink bath and we used to rear little chicks. of which we'd play dans le jardin! haha so fun! but when we got naughty, mom used to lock us outta the house. esp sam! haha she was damn guailan. and we'd sneak the one in exile in by the back. o! and we used to play like siao, since there were 4 of us girls, i remb once we decided to wash all our barbie clothes and were up till damn late!! little girls giggling in teh wee hrs of the night make for one very very very angry mom, cane in hand! haha other than that and the roof leaking cos of cats, i dont remb much!
but i wanna be little again! i think. haha!
; 14:12
20070408
theweekendwhenweatetoomuch
steamboating and churching on thursdayas usual, didnt do much but managed to take pictures, capturing memories so that maybe one day when we look back. we can laugh at our stupid hair and clothes.
good friday was a long ass day! had tennis in the morning with randeep and ryan and while it didnt rain, you could cook breakfast lunch and dinner on the hot hot tennis court. didnt help that it drizzled for abit. went home, caught a few and it was to st josephs, my once a year church. haha. met the gang and roy after at bugis! note the lack of description? well, proly due to the fact that i was so stoned by then. and i missed you quite abit. so... i was, yeah, STONING whilst the boys were talking bout army and work and yada yada. i cant remb! haha
saturday. WE MANAGED TO CATCH A SHOW!! OMFG! THE SKYS FALLING! haha ok nvm, but we did! finally! after a few weekends of always missing our show -.- we managed to catch the hitcher! which was an ok show. sophia bush's quite hot! the guys not that hot. vone was freaking out most of the time! HAHA damn funny, but the guy so poorthing, he got torn to shreads. i closed my eyes and covered my ears.
had dinner before that and went to bore-ders after! haha soooo many people freeloading pls at 11pm on a saturday night. qquite sad. haha
today? its study day.
no paper, or letters. we pass just close enough to touch. we love in secret names, we hide in our veins; the things that keep us bound to one another.
; 13:37
snappingboundarylines
i studied! yes i did! at 3 in the morning! but i did.
ok to lessen the guilt! ahahha but i really did k. i can tell you everything about computer-mediated-communication now and all them stinking theories!
hmm do you ever wonder why people are afraid to take risks, to be afraid of the consequences of the spoken, afraid of letting feelings show or just plain afraid of everything. i think its important to step out of that shadow of a doubt sometimes and throw the rule book outta the window. to be not as politically correct all the time, cos frankly.. it gets old, older than my gran's ass, and truth be told, people are sick of sticking to guidelines and the goody goody i give you what you wanna hear answers. they want someone who's not afraid to grit their teeth and put themselves out there. to simply be themselves and actually give it to you like it is.
because sometimes, stepping out of your comfort zone.. can be a breath of fresh air.
ps. im so friggin prouda you! cue hugs! just wish i were there to see you in action!
; 04:09
stupidOG
omfg.
worst game ever.
i can safely say i'm still reeling in the shock.
sheesh
; 02:29
20070404
dreamingwithabrokenheart
it's funny how one's attitude and outlook can change everything. like how the air smells fresher and the skies bluer, everything's prettier around you and waking up early doesn't make you feel like ripping the hair outta your scalp when you're basking in euphoria. but its possibly the truth for the opposite too, like when you're sad and somehow you feel like the writers of every sad song you listen to, had you in mind when they wrote that record. or when you wake up and have front row seats to a world's that cloaked in a dreary shade of grey or how food doesn't taste as good anymore -- you've lost your purpose in life.
and when put in a situation where you're totally down in the dumps, all anyone can do.. is to fight like hell so that our happy selves don't abandon us. what no one told us... is that feeling utterly hopeless, could totally break our spirits.
when you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. you roll outta bed and down on your knees, and for the moment you can hardly breathe
; 18:31
20070403
you'resomethingtotalkabout
IZZIE : "You need to bond with your people. People are what matters."
MEREDITH: "I hate people."-
i miss greys!!!! and that's the thing about it isn't it, the cool voiceovers that make ya think bout love and life, the witty dialogue between the cast who make it so believable and hilarious!! of course there's also meredith who makes you feel like your not that hopeless! haha and it just relates to a large audience i spose and that's why its become this successful!
ok, other than my love for teeveee, yes.. its time for... YOU'VE GUESSED IT! yet another crazy picture of the niq! haha eh but this time its deepthinking-sultry im-kinda-stressed niq.. see for yourself!
so in response to niq's post, id sayy.........
- i wouldn't get to talk to you as much since phone bills'd go sky high nor will i be able to see your kookoo face for 4mnths at a go ):
- therefore, i'd be really sad )): c'mon! who wouldnt wanna see that ^ ?!?! hes a cutie huh? heh. okays! moving on!
- i wouldn't be able to blog hop and spy on people on friendster when im at my boredest (this is on behalf of everyone!)
- i think i'd be a social retard! since the opp is true, lemme tell you why. computer = internet = msn = talking to people conveniently online = make plans = go out haha!
- and lastly, i'd be suffering from teevee withdrawal symptons! no greys, no oth, no heroes, no pb, no supernatural, no desp hsewives etc etc etc.. haha!
so you see why computers are the epicenter of my life! funny how the 5reasons exclude anything to do with work? haha yeah yeah, im an avoider. but hey! thats only until may comes arnd, after that.. its computer what??
; 11:24
20070402
thegood&bad,allinone!
j'aime le français!
had so much fun! lol, the 2 hrs din even feel like 2 hrs tdy at all!! cos we had to do dialogues, but our lcass being our class, we come up witht he most ridiculous kindsa dialogues! haha so we had to create one based on this picture. TOTALLY INNOCENT PICTURE! of a lady and a bald guy at the restaurant, den the pic in the next scene the same lady with another guy (with hair this time!) haha
omg la, we could come up so that the ladys a slutbag whos having an affair and only wants this bald dude for his money! hahaha or in another story that she's a virgin and was making eye at the server at the restaurant. HAHAH and some other homo stuff! which included asking our tutor why he was showering with some other dude (all rubbish of cos). lolol. and yes, ALL IN FRENCH!!
the 2 hrs whizzed by i tell you, while everyone were laughing to the point of tears and tummyaches.
now that im settled and not so hyper anymore, reality is smiling back at me, telling me ive an 8am class tmr morning and that i should be in dreamland, right bout now!! but but but, its too early and im hungry!
-
on a totally no link, random note, here's some food for thought, or rather, a total dark and twisty sth sth:
do you ever feel like you're dispensable sometimes? like you can be traded or replaced. i get that sometimes. and it feels like ur heart slows down and sinks deeper in your chest. and just for a moment, self-doubt creeps in. and that sucks! but the thing is, if you're always trying to live up to a certain standard of what others expect. then you're stupid. because, that doesnt define who you are or your self-worth and pinning urself to that standard, to see yourself crash and burn.. it's pitiful. and fact of the matter is, self-worth, thats from within you and not what others say it is. and the sooner you see it the better, because noone's gon help you dig yourself outta that hole we call pathetic.
; 23:12
20070401
happyapril1st!
theres a tennis match now! and hence the staying up late ;p
novak djokovic's the new IT boy in tennis these days! and it doesnt hurt that hes quite cute. haha. his stats
HERE!!! HE'S JUST WON IT! str8 sets! yay! hoho. hes a millionaire now.
wayniq's gone to cut his hair, hopefully it turns out nice!!!! hehee SHOW ME TOMORROW BUBS! or rather later! eee, speaking of wayniqqqqq, its april fool's and i have yet to pull a quick one on that fatty. -.- think i've gotten duped at least thrice already!!!! AHHHHHH!
so this is one weak attempt to get back at youu! (but i dont think its counted AT ALL!) you pothead. HAHA fricking hilarious.
so its been a slow day,woke up early to go for some qing ming thing and den i came back to sleep sleep till like dinner! omg, i wasted another day cos i din study! and finals are in........ just about 3weeks? argh, sometimesi think all i need is a change in pace. you know? to take myself out of this daily routine and just actually do what i set my sights on! and thats at least getting a B and abv for EVERY mod. sigh, i think its bout time i put words to plan to actions huh? owells, i'll get there!
OH! check out vone's blog (: i think she loves me! HAHA but thats a good thing cos i love her back! LOL
; 23:59
LOLOL
steamboating and churching on thursday
